Perhaps tonight, more than ever, I reflect upon my last two nights trying to fall asleep. It's been a blissful event; I love being able to sleep-just relaxing and taking in all the peace in a warm and comfy bead.
These last two nights have been unique however: I feel the desire of marriage and companionship so much more clearly, my prayers become more earnest and I am filled with warm peace. It's almost as if she were there beside me and I could talk to her and gaze into her beautiful eyes. She is an unkown, as of yet, ideal--that which I hope for and in earnest pray for. But the feelings are real and true.
Perhaps this is part of what the eye of faith is...looking forward to something that is yet to come, but believing so intently in the promise that it is as if the promise has already been brought to pass--for it is so sure, it is so secure.
Whatever it is, the feelings are wonderful. Granted I am somewhat saddened by the fact that there is no one there beside me, but I am elated by the peace and joy.
Porque en la eternidad del tiempo,
y con los millares de anos,
cuando milenios pasan por segundos,
y estrellas mueren en parpadeos,
el dia en el que tu me acercas,
es el mismo dia hoy, ya que estas.
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